moppinface

moppinface @ 2006-02-20T18:01:00

2006-02-21T01:07:37Z

new journal.
this one makes me depressed.

moppinface @ 2006-02-16T17:02:00

2006-02-17T00:28:06Z

i wonder if all those people who say that they've "found" themselves are lying.
what does finding ones self mean anyway?

if someone were to ask them who they actually were,
i wonder what they'd say?
i always hear the same cliche stuff..."im out going", "everyone says im nice"
things they've heard others say...
if someone were to ask me right now i really wouldn't know what to say.
and that worries me.

moppinface @ 2006-02-14T09:20:00

2006-02-14T16:23:30Z

i failed my chem. exam.
im a failure.

moppinface @ 2006-02-07T08:48:00

2006-02-07T15:50:09Z

my roommate almost got kidnapped yesterday...by a sex offender.
tempe is freakin scary, i'll probably just go to asu east or uof a. i hate this place.

moppinface @ 2006-02-01T18:20:00

2006-02-02T01:26:31Z

i talk to 5 people from hhs:
boneifa,chavez, dannie c, j.mullenizzle, and cody...and im perfectly fine with that.

haha. cody says i should get close to the old people and in their will they'll leave me money.
but if they have alzeihmers how are gonna remember me...

moppinface @ 2006-02-01T17:15:00

2006-02-02T00:18:51Z

i need to get organized!
cowboy boots...remind me of the cowboy in Romie & Michelle.

moppinface @ 2006-01-31T16:27:00

2006-01-31T23:32:23Z

right when i walked out of my apt. john was pullin up in his ride.
he was wearing an addidas sweat suit thing. nasty.
and we chatteded and he made me late to catch the bus so i was 30 minutes late to class.
he looked all happy and crap...i still don't like him at all.

moppinface @ 2006-01-30T22:16:00

2006-01-31T05:29:56Z

my eyes burn...
i just noticed i always look down when i walk.
john was walkin me to class,i was lookin down like always and i totally bumped some chick.
idk why do it.

john looks like jesse mccartney eewwww...hahah...not really.
he owns silver FUBU pants.haha...dirty.
rides his lame ass skateboard in flip-flop...i hate guyz who wear flip-flops
his roomates are really stupid. especially chris(freak!)
but i still really likED him...but whatev...

i loose intrest in people too quickly.
:[

almost forgot.

2006-01-28T05:07:15Z

i saw Butt-Fuk Mountain i mean... BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN with my roomies today.
it wasn't all that great... it was good...but i've seen better.
Jake gyllenhall was hot as crap though.
I got sacared when he was gettin BUTT RAPED. i was almost in tears.nasty.
then i felt nauses...
i laughed at parts cause i was just like wtf? i think i was because of the music...lame music.

people keep askin me to go drinkin with them... and then when i say i don't drink they say be the designated driver and then i say i dont have my license, and then i feel LAMe ass poop.
:[

moppinface @ 2006-01-27T20:48:00

2006-01-28T04:00:31Z

this kool british guy named hugo morris or somthing like that...
said that he "loves" my pictures,
that i seem like i dont "give a toss" and that i was funny.
hah.
if he only knew how much i do care what people think.
ne way.
i wish he were younger...or had a younger brother or something.
then id marry him.hah
and have hot babies...hah... that like to eat watermelon,cornbread, and fried chicken and drink tea.
:D

moppinface @ 2006-01-26T21:49:00

2006-01-27T04:54:00Z

wisdom tooth... hurting.
alot.
i miss b-rads class.
conrads scarry.

moppinface @ 2006-01-26T17:34:00

2006-01-26T00:35:28Z

55 and i hope it will all be fine...i hope.

moppinface @ 2006-01-25T17:28:00

2006-01-26T00:33:34Z

i bought a cd today(an amazing one) and its not used and for some reason it keeps skipping and i know it not my computer cause it pretty brand new too...damn.
i've been waiting all day to listen now it sounds like crud. BOOoo!
and i ate a carrot and it tasted like crap.
i've been really space latley. alittle self concious too.
i keep thinking im gonna get sick and die...i don't think thats normal to think.

moppinface @ 2006-01-24T11:48:00

2006-01-24T18:57:13Z

don't have class till 3:40 today.
bored as heck.
i think im gonna go to summer skool and finish lame ass spanish.
may be i'll switch to u of a next year or just get a new major.
morgan got a photo internship and he doesn't even know how to use a dark room or unload film or anything. im jealous of him.

moppinface @ 2006-01-20T19:27:00

2006-01-21T02:30:04Z

i really dislike my chemisrty group...alot

moppinface @ 2006-01-19T16:48:00

2006-01-19T23:49:19Z

400 dolars on books for 5 classes what a fukin waste of money.

sskkoooll

2006-01-19T00:58:48Z

i think i need to fix my classes. i only have 10 min. between each.
i like my classes...but english!
i was supposed to have B-rad again but he went to the philipines
now i have some crazy chick.
:[

i have to go to financial aid office tomorrow &get money to buy books.

moppinface @ 2006-01-17T17:19:00

2006-01-18T00:21:21Z

i don't understand why people are such arse holes for no reason.
i should have said something but i didn't i just ignore it.
ne way this guys so very hot and his movie is bomb.

moppinface @ 2006-01-16T23:16:00

2006-01-17T06:27:31Z

starting over...
not as close to God as i want.
i feel pressured to go to church but i'll start goin for me.
start praying more.
need to be deeper in the adventist life style i think it will make me a better person and hopefull help me to appreciant life more.
im tired of bitchin all the time about how much i hate people.
i need to just get over them.
...takin the word "hate" out of my vocab.

i start skool tomorrow. i hope all goes well.

next top model marathons r bomb.

greatest band ever

2006-01-02T18:00:23Z

-my favorite band is about to be ruined.
they went and got a myspace.DAMn!!!
they just broke my heart.
most of the people on their friends list are european.
i hope no scene biznatches hear em.
-oh yeah i joined another fan club a 2-3 months ago.ha
all we do is talk about retarede stuff but its fun.i guess.
im so lame.
-i hate american music it all sounds the same:
i effin hate job for a cowboy,my american heart,aiden(FAGS!) and from 1st to last(LAME). they irrtate me more than any other bands. i hope they all break up soon so i don't have to hear their gay "music".

my hair's so curly i cant brush it, cause it hurts so bad,ha
fukin brillo pad.
:(

moppinface @ 2006-01-01T10:41:00

2006-01-02T17:44:01Z

christmas sucked ass my aunt had a stroke.
new years was gay as fuk it still feels like 2005.
i finally got a job(watchin old people with alzhmierz).
its a weird one but i get paid buku money just to sit for like 6-7 hours and pretty much just watch tv cause all they do i sleep.
im just scared one will die and there some nastyness involved but whatev.
ha.need to kick it with my wigga friend.

moppinface @ 2005-12-19T12:59:00

2005-12-19T19:59:50Z

oh snaps!
i passed all my classed with a C+ or Higher.
i really thought i was gonna fail this semster.
im excited now!
johns a weirdo and his roommates are weird too.
n.e way i went to target and i saw a fagass looser from hhs & i laughed.
i visited mckinnon for a day developed some of my roles and printed some pics. they were actually good.
a little part of me misses high school.

moppinface @ 2005-12-12T20:29:00

2005-12-13T03:30:47Z

i just failed my spanish exam.
DAMN, cause i couldn't remember anything about Bolivia.Fuck!
who care about bolivia!!

moppinface @ 2005-12-08T13:27:00

2005-12-08T20:28:55Z

i deleted all the bitches i hate from my friends list.
i have an exame tomorrow and another on saturday and one on monday...
ahh i just want skool to be over

moppinface @ 2005-12-08T00:33:00

2005-12-08T07:52:29Z

cody sent me a message and it was so random and out of the blue
i didn't know what to do but laugh
and then feel sick to my stomach cause it was so dirty...

i hate having to repeat myself to people; makes me feel like a dumbass.
i need to stop mumbling. asap!

i miss my mom i only get to see her barely once a week.
and i can't call her cause i don't have fukin phone!!
:(