February 20th, 2006

Time: 06:01 pm

new journal. this one makes me depressed.

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February 16th, 2006

Current Music: 3x5 Time: 05:02 pm

i wonder if all those people who say that they've "found" themselves are lying. what does finding ones self mean anyway? if someone were to ask them who they actually were, i wonder what they'd say? i always hear the same cliche stuff..."im out going", "everyone says im nice" things they've heard others say... if someone were to ask me right now i really wouldn't know what to say. and that worries me.

February 14th, 2006

Current Music: only superstiton Time: 09:20 am Current Mood: sick

i failed my chem. exam. im a failure.

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February 7th, 2006

Time: 08:48 am

my roommate almost got kidnapped yesterday...by a sex offender. tempe is freakin scary, i'll probably just go to asu east or uof a. i hate this place.

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February 1st, 2006

Current Music: new way to dance Time: 06:20 pm

i talk to 5 people from hhs: boneifa,chavez, dannie c, j.mullenizzle, and cody...and im perfectly fine with that. haha. cody says i should get close to the old people and in their will they'll leave me money. but if they have alzeihmers how are gonna remember me...

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Current Music: good to knw that if i need attention all i have to do is die Time: 05:15 pm Current Mood: distressed

i need to get organized! cowboy boots...remind me of the cowboy in Romie & Michelle.

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January 31st, 2006

Current Music: wild & crazy kids Time: 04:27 pm

right when i walked out of my apt. john was pullin up in his ride. he was wearing an addidas sweat suit thing. nasty. and we chatteded and he made me late to catch the bus so i was 30 minutes late to class. he looked all happy and crap...i still don't like him at all.

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January 30th, 2006

Current Music: ghost man on 3rd Time: 10:16 pm

my eyes burn... i just noticed i always look down when i walk. john was walkin me to class,i was lookin down like always and i totally bumped some chick. idk why do it. john looks like jesse mccartney eewwww...hahah...not really. he owns silver FUBU pants.haha...dirty. rides his lame ass skateboard in flip-flop...i hate guyz who wear flip-flops his roomates are really stupid. especially chris(freak!) but i still really likED him...but whatev... i loose intrest in people too quickly. :[

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January 27th, 2006

Current Music: trouble Subject: almost forgot. Time: 09:56 pm Current Mood: tired

i saw Butt-Fuk Mountain i mean... BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN with my roomies today. it wasn't all that great... it was good...but i've seen better. Jake gyllenhall was hot as crap though. I got sacared when he was gettin BUTT RAPED. i was almost in tears.nasty. then i felt nauses... i laughed at parts cause i was just like wtf? i think i was because of the music...lame music. people keep askin me to go drinkin with them... and then when i say i don't drink they say be the designated driver and then i say i dont have my license, and then i feel LAMe ass poop. :[

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Current Music: trixie & reptile,thanx for everything Time: 08:48 pm Current Mood: hyper

this kool british guy named hugo morris or somthing like that... said that he "loves" my pictures, that i seem like i dont "give a toss" and that i was funny. hah. if he only knew how much i do care what people think. ne way. i wish he were younger...or had a younger brother or something. then id marry him.hah and have hot babies...hah... that like to eat watermelon,cornbread, and fried chicken and drink tea. :D

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January 26th, 2006

Current Music: S.S.-chicago Time: 09:49 pm Current Mood: tired

wisdom tooth... hurting. alot. i miss b-rads class. conrads scarry.

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Current Music: textbook Time: 05:34 pm

55 and i hope it will all be fine...i hope.

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January 25th, 2006

Current Music: this scene is dead Time: 05:28 pm Current Mood: disappointed

i bought a cd today(an amazing one) and its not used and for some reason it keeps skipping and i know it not my computer cause it pretty brand new too...damn. i've been waiting all day to listen now it sounds like crud. BOOoo! and i ate a carrot and it tasted like crap. i've been really space latley. alittle self concious too. i keep thinking im gonna get sick and die...i don't think thats normal to think.

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January 24th, 2006

Current Music: ultra blue Time: 11:48 am Current Mood: bored

don't have class till 3:40 today. bored as heck. i think im gonna go to summer skool and finish lame ass spanish. may be i'll switch to u of a next year or just get a new major. morgan got a photo internship and he doesn't even know how to use a dark room or unload film or anything. im jealous of him.

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January 20th, 2006

Current Music: head club Time: 07:27 pm Current Mood: sick

i really dislike my chemisrty group...alot

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January 19th, 2006

Time: 04:48 pm

400 dolars on books for 5 classes what a fukin waste of money.

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January 18th, 2006

Current Music: there are no penguins in alaska Subject: sskkoooll Time: 05:47 pm Current Mood: sick

i think i need to fix my classes. i only have 10 min. between each. i like my classes...but english! i was supposed to have B-rad again but he went to the philipines now i have some crazy chick. :[ i have to go to financial aid office tomorrow &get money to buy books.

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January 17th, 2006

Current Music: cold water Time: 05:19 pm Current Mood: moody

i don't understand why people are such arse holes for no reason. i should have said something but i didn't i just ignore it. ne way this guys so very hot and his movie is bomb.

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January 16th, 2006

Current Music: john mayer Time: 11:16 pm Current Mood: exhausted

starting over... not as close to God as i want. i feel pressured to go to church but i'll start goin for me. start praying more. need to be deeper in the adventist life style i think it will make me a better person and hopefull help me to appreciant life more. im tired of bitchin all the time about how much i hate people. i need to just get over them. ...takin the word "hate" out of my vocab. i start skool tomorrow. i hope all goes well. next top model marathons r bomb.

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January 2nd, 2006

Current Music: danger of the water Subject: greatest band ever Time: 10:55 am Current Mood: shocked

-my favorite band is about to be ruined. they went and got a myspace.DAMn!!! they just broke my heart. most of the people on their friends list are european. i hope no scene biznatches hear em. -oh yeah i joined another fan club a 2-3 months ago.ha all we do is talk about retarede stuff but its fun.i guess. im so lame. -i hate american music it all sounds the same: i effin hate job for a cowboy,my american heart,aiden(FAGS!) and from 1st to last(LAME). they irrtate me more than any other bands. i hope they all break up soon so i don't have to hear their gay "music". my hair's so curly i cant brush it, cause it hurts so bad,ha fukin brillo pad. :(

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